Post by callidascriptor on Sept 11, 2006 18:33:43 GMT -5
Eh...I never really could keep up with my 'journals'. never really had anything to say.....(two minutes later)...See I told ya..Lol...I'm a dork I know. Today my dad and I realized I have a my own unique of loconess..(Is that even a word?Hmmm..well if not it is now! *evil laugh*) Anyway It's called Brandi Loco named after me of course. *sigh* yes I'm werid. I come from a EXTREMELY werid family and I have EVEN MORE werid friends...They very from Goths to Preps....See I can be be friends with both cause I'm a..nerd or Normal person so I can befriend whoever the hell I want without having to listen the b- er...rants about how I shouldn't be friends with that 'certain person'.
Sooooo...Today's 9/11....Don't know how many are Americans, but even if you're not you can be sad for all those people. In Psychology we are watching a tv doc about 9/11 It a dramatization with the reall survivors talking about how they felt and what not. Looking, watching and listening..You never realize until you're in that situation how about a choice is. Many made a choice that killed them. Others made choices that saved them.
There was a group of fireifghters about twenty went in adn only one come out and he was teh leader..He said that before they went in they realized that they might diw so they all shook each others hands and said 'nice working with ya..' and so on. It must be real..bad to be the ONLY one left out of that unit.
And another guy..he was looking down this one hallway and decided not to leave his department( in one of the towers). Maybe if he had went to look further down that hallway he could have saved the people who died down there.
Watching those planed hit again wasstill a horrifying sight. Just to think of the hatred that killed so many it's minf boggling and terrifying. It's widely known that Americans are...egoistical. Like..'everybody likes us..We D*** America'..but what this day five years ago tell us that we aren't always loved or liked. We are hated. There is a fine line between hate and love. It's just terribly blurred by greed, power, and just plain blur because someone can be loved and hated. Ever loved someone so much you hated them. Or hated them yet loved them? Ever realize that you love your parents or siblings yet sometimes you do feel this..ball of darkness.... of hate for them that you could choke?
It's not a horrible thing. the bible says.."Love thy neighbor as you love thyself..' Well don't we hate ourselves sometimes? To love is to hate and to hate is to love...God loved Lucifer...and then I guessing this..hates Satan..they are one and the same....
America is loved and hated. We only want the love part. We want o think we are the dominant one. We want to invincible. We want....too much..We stick our oars in where they don't belong, but 'we're' America we go whereever and do whatever we want'.."we want to help. We can help..We're America..we can do anything..'
It's amazing the impact love and hatred can be on lives..daily and forever. It's amazing how safe you feel one minute and then...the next.....you feel as vunerable as a baby because for years now it's all been a game to world leaders and the gov. officals. Let's bad mouth this person..or let's run for president I feel like living in a big white house ruling over everybody. I can run the nation. How hard can it be. Oh let's mossy on over and 'help' this country..Oh oops...sory didn't mean to start a feud.
What has the world come to?
Sooooo...Today's 9/11....Don't know how many are Americans, but even if you're not you can be sad for all those people. In Psychology we are watching a tv doc about 9/11 It a dramatization with the reall survivors talking about how they felt and what not. Looking, watching and listening..You never realize until you're in that situation how about a choice is. Many made a choice that killed them. Others made choices that saved them.
There was a group of fireifghters about twenty went in adn only one come out and he was teh leader..He said that before they went in they realized that they might diw so they all shook each others hands and said 'nice working with ya..' and so on. It must be real..bad to be the ONLY one left out of that unit.
And another guy..he was looking down this one hallway and decided not to leave his department( in one of the towers). Maybe if he had went to look further down that hallway he could have saved the people who died down there.
Watching those planed hit again wasstill a horrifying sight. Just to think of the hatred that killed so many it's minf boggling and terrifying. It's widely known that Americans are...egoistical. Like..'everybody likes us..We D*** America'..but what this day five years ago tell us that we aren't always loved or liked. We are hated. There is a fine line between hate and love. It's just terribly blurred by greed, power, and just plain blur because someone can be loved and hated. Ever loved someone so much you hated them. Or hated them yet loved them? Ever realize that you love your parents or siblings yet sometimes you do feel this..ball of darkness.... of hate for them that you could choke?
It's not a horrible thing. the bible says.."Love thy neighbor as you love thyself..' Well don't we hate ourselves sometimes? To love is to hate and to hate is to love...God loved Lucifer...and then I guessing this..hates Satan..they are one and the same....
America is loved and hated. We only want the love part. We want o think we are the dominant one. We want to invincible. We want....too much..We stick our oars in where they don't belong, but 'we're' America we go whereever and do whatever we want'.."we want to help. We can help..We're America..we can do anything..'
It's amazing the impact love and hatred can be on lives..daily and forever. It's amazing how safe you feel one minute and then...the next.....you feel as vunerable as a baby because for years now it's all been a game to world leaders and the gov. officals. Let's bad mouth this person..or let's run for president I feel like living in a big white house ruling over everybody. I can run the nation. How hard can it be. Oh let's mossy on over and 'help' this country..Oh oops...sory didn't mean to start a feud.
What has the world come to?