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GUILT
May 22, 2008 23:02:20 GMT -5
Post by Bard on May 22, 2008 23:02:20 GMT -5
GUILT
The days pass by like they would have had you died Aimless and only half-remembered I seem to be in another world A world of not-existence It’s nice Tempting
The existing world still feels Cheerfulness and sorrow Alternating with boredom and rage The oft-reminded sense of love I have to remind myself what I did So I can pretend to have something to say
And I wish I could cry Or throw my insides out Just to get rid of this feeling
Guilt
I know you’re not sorry I know you don’t regret
But I do Oh, I do
And I wake up Thinking about you But not the way you wanted me to
I look away from the screen for but a moment And feel surprised to be where I am It doesn’t feel real I don’t feel real
I don’t know who to blame For this ebbing and flowing burdened feeling That rests upon me
And I can’t cry Why can’t I cry? Why can’t I cry?
Guilt, and shame, masked in hate This is for you
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