Post by Jessica Sparrow on Dec 30, 2006 1:09:08 GMT -5
Well, here it is. Every single finnshed poem of mine ready for my book. You might have seen one or two of these before from the orignal YWG, because i just copied it from a word document. ;D
feel free to comment...I give you....
Controlled by Popularity
written by: Jessica Sparrow
copywrite December 2006
The World Today
It’s something people don’t quite understand
The relationship between a woman and a man
Their love for each other so radiant and clear
Though for some it is surrounded in rejection and fear
For the couples in question,
they are not a woman and a man,
but of the same sex united
and in love, no matter the circumstance
though they are stereotyped
and put out as sickening and wrong
both a relationship and a marriage
should be for the love of someone
not their sex, or where they came form
Two girls walk to school
in their skimpy little skirts
when they walk into two other girls,
with skulls on their shirts.
they criticize each other
and it ends up in a fight
when really if they were to
have a nice chat first
they would have gotten along all right
A church is set on fire
and quite a few are hurt
the people whom committed the crime
did it not because of their religion
or what they wore on their shirts
but because of the color of their skin
Brown, Black, White,
Yellow, or Blue,
We should all get along,
Color does not matter
They are just like YOU
These are some examples of our world today
though predious and crude
When our own law basically says
That we are all equal
no matter your sex, color,
what you where,
or what you choose to do.
So set an example every day,
of what you think of
our wonderful world today
and maybe the next time
you hear from me
I will tell of good news,
and have happier words to speak.
Goodbye
I wish I would die
a most painful death,
so that maybe your life
would have been spent,
try as I may,
there was no return form the shot
from the gun, that I never heard,
the tears from my eyes
was nothing to the pain,
in which you lay dieing,
and I was in shame,
for I shot the bullet,
right into your chest,
and never really cared
about any of the rest,
and as your blood
now flows all over the floor
I think of the times
that we once had before,
I am not a killer,
and I don’t have a gun,
nore the bullet that killed you,
or the fear
in which you had become.
I never meant to hurt you,
or make you make you die,
but for the pain
in which it caused me,
to only tell you good bye
and now im with another
in which i hope i dont kill
but if thats what happens
can i truly be happy
and yet die still?
A Rose is But a Rose
A rose may be any rose
then the rose that I chose
for my betroved,
so that he may behold
the real love of a single rose.
For that single rose
was one of those
that came as though in a pose,
to the capture of a tyrant.
A tyrant indeed;
that as though in heed,
to the rose in which I held,
and I stood in front of this man,
whom was so evil and damned,
that my rose had thus perished.
The pose which it held
was not upheld
fore the man did not wish to poses it.
The tears from my eyes
grew hungry and tired,
for the love in which
I was so eager to pull from him.
My plan was so grand,
to unleash the love in this man,
but yet all my attempts were for nothing.
And at the sight of my tears,
he opened his ears,
to the message in which
I had wished him to accept.
He wiped the tears from my eyes,
and no more did I cry.
For my betroved was now my beloved.
For the death of my rose
had been one of those
that came as those untarnished.
Why
Why is life such a pain
Everyone trying to be the same
Popular, sporty, and the outcast
Geeks, jocks, and the still wondering whycast
Why do you all want to be the same
You act like it’s all just a game
Life is torcher that’s correct,
But why do you have to be such
A pain in the neck
You don’t even know me not one bit
Constantly telling me I’m the twit
But if you were treated just like that
You would be throwing a crying fit
Why is life such a pain
Everyone trying to be the same
Before I Say Goodbye …
For I am a willing soul
For I have many goals
For I am the one who sees
For I am the one who believes
For I am the one who cares
For I am the one who’s been there
For I am the girl who cries
For I am the one who lies
For I will admit my sins
For you are the one who wins
For I cannot rely
On ones who say they cry
For I am the willing soul
For I am the one who knows
For I am the one who suffers
For you took all that was ours
For I am the one who has needs
For I am the one who sees
For we are the ones who cry
Before I say goodbye
Can You Tell Me?
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
You do not know me
And you never have
But you insist on treating me
like a peace of crap
love me hate me
kick my butt
but remember
I am the one who lasts
I am stupid
I am dumb
But you’re the one whose
Hurt someone
I have feelings
Yes it’s true
But the ones that
surprise me are
people like you
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
Life vs. Me
I talk about how
I will change my life
But how will I accomplish it?
I say I will never lie again
But when will I prove it?
I say I will straiten
Things up but when
Will I show it?
Send me a sign
Show me a way
Life is complicated
Every dam day!
Why am I so conceded?
Why do I get so heated
Why has expressing myself
Stopped working for me?
I know I need to change
But I need someone to help me
I’m so sick of being alone
It’s life vs. Me!!!
Love
Love is skill
Love is romance
Love is family
Love is togetherness
Love can be a joyride
But sometimes is never had
Love can not be changed
It remains
It stays
It’s in your soul
You try to get it out
You scream
You shout
You wish you’d never seen him
You never thought he would say those 3 little words
Then hurt you
So much
So bad
So much
So fast
And then think its ok
Well it’s not ok
You love him and these no turning back
Eventually you’ll love someone else
But he will always be there
To haunt you for the rest of your life
This is Love
Me
My life is different
My life is hard
My thoughts are complicated
And I am scared
I don’t know who to turn to
Or who I can trust
Whose shoulder I can cry on
Without thinking I’m a slut
Am I such a bad person?
Why am I always wrong?
I need a break
To get away from this place
Is it depression?
Is it stubbornness?
Or a little bit of both
How am I to know?
I don’t understand
What I’m doing wrong
Is there something that I missed?
I’m always week when I should be strong
My Family X-Mass
Marvelously horrible
Yikes!
F***** annoying
Amazing
Many twists
Idiotic
Likeness…none
You idiot season
X-wife time of the year
-
Man
A
Shity kind of
Season!
Silent Kisses
She wakes up to her ushiwal pain
Hoping he will come to her side
Hold her
Kiss her
Relive her of her life of shame
But the pain inside is to much
It hurts
It bleeds
It does not want
Love can not replace the pain
She has a secret to her shame
She had a life
A husband
A child
But that was not enof
She needed the fulfillment
He did not give
She wanted more than his everlasting love
But what will she do now
It’s to late
He’s gone
Her simple want
Has turned into hate
What will she do now
She wakes up to her ushiwal pain
Hoping he will come again
To relive her of her life of shame
Sky
You are seen as a rebel
Looked at as a freak
Not many people like you
Not even the geeks
You feel pretty low
Your life seems worthless
And finally you have a good time
And then it’s gone
No matter how many
books you read
internet pages you see
advice you get
you think you have
found your lock
but wear is the key?
You ask the heavens
Where you went wrong
No answers to your questions
No way to be calm
You’re in depression
With no one to turn to
Running in circles
You can’t find your way
It’s like being in a rodeo
Riding an untamed bull
Trying to settle down
But it is impossible
Your life seems tougher
With no place to hide
The truth is
your cooped up inside
Destroy your image
Be who you really are
The only one who
can stop you is yourself
They can call you Goth
They can call you a lez
But it doesn’t matter
atleast what they said
You are you
and I am I
for that is the truth
just ask the sky…
Summer Crushes
Every summer I fall in love
And it’s always a different guy
Last year it was lips
But he turned out to be a lie
And every summer I end up thinking
‘Where did I go wrong?’
‘All it is is puppy love, no true love going on’
This time it is harder
I have so much on my mind
I do not know which end is up
I have no one to talk to
Nor the time
This summer’s guy is different
He takes me to a whole different world
Where I don’t have to worry
About money, people, & school
He turns me into a little girl
I understand that he does not love me
As much as I do him
And it hurts to believe that true
But I will not give up on long
For someone just like you
Summer Vaction
Sleep till noon
Eschewal crush
Mouthing off Dad
Music blasting off
Every min. thinking of him
Reading
Voting on what to do
Always go to Tennessee
Camping (omg)
Action hell no!
Talking on the phone
Inside
Online
Not much of anything this summer.
Tell Me
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
You do not know me
And you never have
But you treat me like a peace of crap
I am stupid I am dumb
But you’re the one who’s hurt someone
I have feelings yes its true
But the ones that surprise me
Are people like you
Love me hate me kick my butt
But always remember
I’m the one who lasts
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
The Girl I am Willing To Forget
One day she came to talk to me
To tell me a new lie
All I did was stand and listen
Although I wanted to cry
Her life is horrid her life is hard
But that is all news to me
As far as I could understand
Lies were not the key
She thinks she is the almighty
The head of our little group
Smarter than God
And prettier in looks
She killed my relationships
Got all my boyfriends to hate me
But if you asked her about these things
She would say she got them to date me
She is always the cause of our fights
Always proving herself right
But when she tries to mess with me
She is always up for a fight
But if you were to ask
“are you friends with her?”
All I would say is this one thing,
“Do you see her???”
Thing
I can’t take my eyes off you
You have caught me in your spell
You impress me with your ignorance
And I know that you can tell
One day you say you love me
One day you say you don’t
I have no clue why I love you
Because you always say you won’t
I have tried to understand you
And it is very hard
You are changing every day
Like the meaning of your name
In my heart
Please say that you love me
To me you are my everything
But to you all I am is
Just another thing.
Why Do You Look at Me Like This?
Why do you look at me like this
Like all you want is a kiss
How can I count you as a boyfriend
When sometimes you don’t even act
like a real friend
I just don’t understand
what I’m doing wrong
and why and how
I could have possibly
loved you for so long
You are such a wonder
Yes, its true but please
don’t look at me
As you do
Boyz
One day he is there
One day he is not
You can really never count on him
But you love him a lot
He always seems to ignore you
And you ignore him back
One day you try to talk to him
But he never listens
He takes your notes and rips them up
Does he count u as his girlfriend
He’s always lying all the time
Will he ever care
You give him your number
But he never calls
Maybe he is scared
I know he will forget me
The chick he would have dumped
But there is one thing he don’t know
He will always be loved
feel free to comment...I give you....
Controlled by Popularity
written by: Jessica Sparrow
copywrite December 2006
The World Today
It’s something people don’t quite understand
The relationship between a woman and a man
Their love for each other so radiant and clear
Though for some it is surrounded in rejection and fear
For the couples in question,
they are not a woman and a man,
but of the same sex united
and in love, no matter the circumstance
though they are stereotyped
and put out as sickening and wrong
both a relationship and a marriage
should be for the love of someone
not their sex, or where they came form
Two girls walk to school
in their skimpy little skirts
when they walk into two other girls,
with skulls on their shirts.
they criticize each other
and it ends up in a fight
when really if they were to
have a nice chat first
they would have gotten along all right
A church is set on fire
and quite a few are hurt
the people whom committed the crime
did it not because of their religion
or what they wore on their shirts
but because of the color of their skin
Brown, Black, White,
Yellow, or Blue,
We should all get along,
Color does not matter
They are just like YOU
These are some examples of our world today
though predious and crude
When our own law basically says
That we are all equal
no matter your sex, color,
what you where,
or what you choose to do.
So set an example every day,
of what you think of
our wonderful world today
and maybe the next time
you hear from me
I will tell of good news,
and have happier words to speak.
Goodbye
I wish I would die
a most painful death,
so that maybe your life
would have been spent,
try as I may,
there was no return form the shot
from the gun, that I never heard,
the tears from my eyes
was nothing to the pain,
in which you lay dieing,
and I was in shame,
for I shot the bullet,
right into your chest,
and never really cared
about any of the rest,
and as your blood
now flows all over the floor
I think of the times
that we once had before,
I am not a killer,
and I don’t have a gun,
nore the bullet that killed you,
or the fear
in which you had become.
I never meant to hurt you,
or make you make you die,
but for the pain
in which it caused me,
to only tell you good bye
and now im with another
in which i hope i dont kill
but if thats what happens
can i truly be happy
and yet die still?
A Rose is But a Rose
A rose may be any rose
then the rose that I chose
for my betroved,
so that he may behold
the real love of a single rose.
For that single rose
was one of those
that came as though in a pose,
to the capture of a tyrant.
A tyrant indeed;
that as though in heed,
to the rose in which I held,
and I stood in front of this man,
whom was so evil and damned,
that my rose had thus perished.
The pose which it held
was not upheld
fore the man did not wish to poses it.
The tears from my eyes
grew hungry and tired,
for the love in which
I was so eager to pull from him.
My plan was so grand,
to unleash the love in this man,
but yet all my attempts were for nothing.
And at the sight of my tears,
he opened his ears,
to the message in which
I had wished him to accept.
He wiped the tears from my eyes,
and no more did I cry.
For my betroved was now my beloved.
For the death of my rose
had been one of those
that came as those untarnished.
Why
Why is life such a pain
Everyone trying to be the same
Popular, sporty, and the outcast
Geeks, jocks, and the still wondering whycast
Why do you all want to be the same
You act like it’s all just a game
Life is torcher that’s correct,
But why do you have to be such
A pain in the neck
You don’t even know me not one bit
Constantly telling me I’m the twit
But if you were treated just like that
You would be throwing a crying fit
Why is life such a pain
Everyone trying to be the same
Before I Say Goodbye …
For I am a willing soul
For I have many goals
For I am the one who sees
For I am the one who believes
For I am the one who cares
For I am the one who’s been there
For I am the girl who cries
For I am the one who lies
For I will admit my sins
For you are the one who wins
For I cannot rely
On ones who say they cry
For I am the willing soul
For I am the one who knows
For I am the one who suffers
For you took all that was ours
For I am the one who has needs
For I am the one who sees
For we are the ones who cry
Before I say goodbye
Can You Tell Me?
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
You do not know me
And you never have
But you insist on treating me
like a peace of crap
love me hate me
kick my butt
but remember
I am the one who lasts
I am stupid
I am dumb
But you’re the one whose
Hurt someone
I have feelings
Yes it’s true
But the ones that
surprise me are
people like you
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
Life vs. Me
I talk about how
I will change my life
But how will I accomplish it?
I say I will never lie again
But when will I prove it?
I say I will straiten
Things up but when
Will I show it?
Send me a sign
Show me a way
Life is complicated
Every dam day!
Why am I so conceded?
Why do I get so heated
Why has expressing myself
Stopped working for me?
I know I need to change
But I need someone to help me
I’m so sick of being alone
It’s life vs. Me!!!
Love
Love is skill
Love is romance
Love is family
Love is togetherness
Love can be a joyride
But sometimes is never had
Love can not be changed
It remains
It stays
It’s in your soul
You try to get it out
You scream
You shout
You wish you’d never seen him
You never thought he would say those 3 little words
Then hurt you
So much
So bad
So much
So fast
And then think its ok
Well it’s not ok
You love him and these no turning back
Eventually you’ll love someone else
But he will always be there
To haunt you for the rest of your life
This is Love
Me
My life is different
My life is hard
My thoughts are complicated
And I am scared
I don’t know who to turn to
Or who I can trust
Whose shoulder I can cry on
Without thinking I’m a slut
Am I such a bad person?
Why am I always wrong?
I need a break
To get away from this place
Is it depression?
Is it stubbornness?
Or a little bit of both
How am I to know?
I don’t understand
What I’m doing wrong
Is there something that I missed?
I’m always week when I should be strong
My Family X-Mass
Marvelously horrible
Yikes!
F***** annoying
Amazing
Many twists
Idiotic
Likeness…none
You idiot season
X-wife time of the year
-
Man
A
Shity kind of
Season!
Silent Kisses
She wakes up to her ushiwal pain
Hoping he will come to her side
Hold her
Kiss her
Relive her of her life of shame
But the pain inside is to much
It hurts
It bleeds
It does not want
Love can not replace the pain
She has a secret to her shame
She had a life
A husband
A child
But that was not enof
She needed the fulfillment
He did not give
She wanted more than his everlasting love
But what will she do now
It’s to late
He’s gone
Her simple want
Has turned into hate
What will she do now
She wakes up to her ushiwal pain
Hoping he will come again
To relive her of her life of shame
Sky
You are seen as a rebel
Looked at as a freak
Not many people like you
Not even the geeks
You feel pretty low
Your life seems worthless
And finally you have a good time
And then it’s gone
No matter how many
books you read
internet pages you see
advice you get
you think you have
found your lock
but wear is the key?
You ask the heavens
Where you went wrong
No answers to your questions
No way to be calm
You’re in depression
With no one to turn to
Running in circles
You can’t find your way
It’s like being in a rodeo
Riding an untamed bull
Trying to settle down
But it is impossible
Your life seems tougher
With no place to hide
The truth is
your cooped up inside
Destroy your image
Be who you really are
The only one who
can stop you is yourself
They can call you Goth
They can call you a lez
But it doesn’t matter
atleast what they said
You are you
and I am I
for that is the truth
just ask the sky…
Summer Crushes
Every summer I fall in love
And it’s always a different guy
Last year it was lips
But he turned out to be a lie
And every summer I end up thinking
‘Where did I go wrong?’
‘All it is is puppy love, no true love going on’
This time it is harder
I have so much on my mind
I do not know which end is up
I have no one to talk to
Nor the time
This summer’s guy is different
He takes me to a whole different world
Where I don’t have to worry
About money, people, & school
He turns me into a little girl
I understand that he does not love me
As much as I do him
And it hurts to believe that true
But I will not give up on long
For someone just like you
Summer Vaction
Sleep till noon
Eschewal crush
Mouthing off Dad
Music blasting off
Every min. thinking of him
Reading
Voting on what to do
Always go to Tennessee
Camping (omg)
Action hell no!
Talking on the phone
Inside
Online
Not much of anything this summer.
Tell Me
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
You do not know me
And you never have
But you treat me like a peace of crap
I am stupid I am dumb
But you’re the one who’s hurt someone
I have feelings yes its true
But the ones that surprise me
Are people like you
Love me hate me kick my butt
But always remember
I’m the one who lasts
Can you tell me what is wrong
Why you have hated me for so long
The Girl I am Willing To Forget
One day she came to talk to me
To tell me a new lie
All I did was stand and listen
Although I wanted to cry
Her life is horrid her life is hard
But that is all news to me
As far as I could understand
Lies were not the key
She thinks she is the almighty
The head of our little group
Smarter than God
And prettier in looks
She killed my relationships
Got all my boyfriends to hate me
But if you asked her about these things
She would say she got them to date me
She is always the cause of our fights
Always proving herself right
But when she tries to mess with me
She is always up for a fight
But if you were to ask
“are you friends with her?”
All I would say is this one thing,
“Do you see her???”
Thing
I can’t take my eyes off you
You have caught me in your spell
You impress me with your ignorance
And I know that you can tell
One day you say you love me
One day you say you don’t
I have no clue why I love you
Because you always say you won’t
I have tried to understand you
And it is very hard
You are changing every day
Like the meaning of your name
In my heart
Please say that you love me
To me you are my everything
But to you all I am is
Just another thing.
Why Do You Look at Me Like This?
Why do you look at me like this
Like all you want is a kiss
How can I count you as a boyfriend
When sometimes you don’t even act
like a real friend
I just don’t understand
what I’m doing wrong
and why and how
I could have possibly
loved you for so long
You are such a wonder
Yes, its true but please
don’t look at me
As you do
Boyz
One day he is there
One day he is not
You can really never count on him
But you love him a lot
He always seems to ignore you
And you ignore him back
One day you try to talk to him
But he never listens
He takes your notes and rips them up
Does he count u as his girlfriend
He’s always lying all the time
Will he ever care
You give him your number
But he never calls
Maybe he is scared
I know he will forget me
The chick he would have dumped
But there is one thing he don’t know
He will always be loved
