Post by Brokenhearts on Jul 13, 2006 19:20:22 GMT -5
WARNING!!!! CONTAINS SWEARING!!!!! and the title is a workin progress
What is his problem? What is my problem? I should know so much better than to have anything to do with him.
He’s everything I’m against. A show off, a player of females hearts, arrogant, pervert- everything I hate! I’ve always written against people like that. In my poems and stories it’s always men like that that loose out. That get put down by the women. It’s always the sweet guys that get the girl.
So why can’t I follow my heroine’s examples and not feel anything for him!
Oh stop looking at him, Lena! You’ll just encourage him.
Anthony Franklin MacGregor- a$$hole to put it simply.
He’s half scottish, half english. He has a Scottish accent though. His eyes are bright, piercing, green, and his hair is blacker than anything I’ve ever seen. It’s deffonetly dyed though. His features are carefully chistled to handsome perfection- in the most traditional way possible. Slim mouth, slim nose, raised, unobvious cheek bones. His face is more… interesting, lets say, that striking. He is handsome though- but nothing would make him stand out all that much. Too much of the usual casual, charming handsomeness surrounding him. I guess that’s what most girls are attracted to, even if he is a total- you get the idea.
I’ve known him forever because he’s my older brother’s best friend. Kostos, my brother, is twenty one, Anthony is almost twenty and in his first year of collage- though for what I’m not sure. Kostos is in the second year of that collage.
Me? I’m eightteen, and an aspiring writer. I’ve had some work published, mostly my poems, and my realist stories, my fantisies don’t seem to be doing as well. I keep going over them and trying to make them better. Each time I do, the publishers give me better comments. They just won’t publish them.
Oh shit! HE’S COMING OVER! Go away Nat- if you know what’s good for you. Nat’s his nick name. I gave it to him at the age of five, hating calling him Ant.
“Hey Lena,” he smiles at me. He uses that smile on girls he wants in bed. Go to hell you fucker. Not gonna work on this girl.
“Hi,” I reply iceily, glaring at him, then turning back to my note pad trying to describe a dragon as viviedly as I can see it in my mind.
“How you been?” he asks, sitting with me.
Don’t you dare use the stupid Joey esq. voice on me. Ain’t gonna work mate- not in a million years. “Fine,” I snap back, doodling a scetch of the dragon in the corner. Maybe I should do children’s books insted, you know, the ones with massive pictures? That’d work- no describing.
“Well I’ve been fine too,” he grins at me, “thanks for asking.”
“I didn’t.”
“I was being sarcastic.”
“Go be sarcastic else where- I’m trying to write a novel.”
He laughs. I’ll admit it, I like his laugh. His laugh and his smile- best things about him. But that’s it. “You should be trying to pass your A level, dear child.”
I’m concentrating on my drawing- he’d better not piss me off too much. We’re in bloody star bucks for christ sake. And my A level’s are next week- I should be rest. Not trying to get some stupid book in for just after the exams. Stupid publishers. I think I’ll answer him now.
I look up at him, my eyes narrow. Nah, let him rot for all I fucking care.
“Ok then,” he says, getting uncomfortable now. Thank the fucking lord, maybe he’ll go away. Like now…
Maybe not then…
“Kostos’s pissed off with you by the way,” he adds casually, “he said he told you spercifically not to go to the Adems’s Mansion.”
I shrug. I get on with their daughter. She’s nothing like the rest of her family. She crazy, fun to be around, and just a plain- yeah, she’s one of my best friends.
“Nat,” I say putting my pad down, and looking at him properly, an elbow on my knee, head on my fist, he knows as well as me that when I do that- he’s in deep shit. “You know that I never listen to Kostos… ever! So why don’t you run along back to your beloved leader, or go find some poor helpless girl to shag, mmm?” I pick up my pad cross my knees and concentrate on the dragon that’s been giving me hell for the past few days.
“You really don’t-”
“And anyway,” I add, not looking up, “did he know that there was gonna be some kinda explosion there or something?”
Nat didn’t answer. He just seemed to choke on air or something.
“Jesus Lena,” he complains at last, “can you be nice just for once?”
“Not to a person like you I wouldn’t,” I reply distractedly, scetching out the flame issuing from my Dragon (his name shall be… Pete, like my uncle’s dog- that loves me so much).
He sighs angrily and gets up.
Thank you God! Maybe you exist after all.
“Hey Lena,” he says, just before finishing his coffee in a gulp. Nasty habit. “Did you know you stick your tongue out when you concentrate hard?”
I look up at him sharply. Most people comment on it when they see it, which isn’t often, as it’s only a little bit. I frown confused.
“No?” he asks, “did you know that you plaay with you’re lip ring when you get aggitated?”
What was this trying to prove? Was this actually going… any where?
“Thought you should know.”
“Funny,” I mutter as he walks away, as though he’s achieved something.
The a$$hole.
Is it just me, or is he really the most annoying thing that has ever walked the planet. Well, I guess it should be explained why I hate him so much. I can’t complain about him if I don’t have a reason.
The evidence.
When I was four, and he was six, he pushed me off my swing, stole my teddy, ripped off it’s head and said it was all my fault.
On my seventh birthday, he put cake in hair, and rubbed chocolate on my face. He told me it was an improvement.
When I was eleven, he pushed me in the muddy pond. Twice.
Thirteen, he tried to touch me up. Then said there was nothing to touch up when I slapped him and kicked his groin. Oh, and I knew there was something there, because I heard one of his friends mention about the size of them, and asked him how it felt. His reation was a moan coz he was still on the floor clutching what was left of his manhood.
Fifteen, he got pissed at his seventeenth birthday pLenay. I was sent over by my mum to make sure that Kostos didn’t get too shattered, and he starts making out with me in front of my boyfriend. Who turned roound and ssaid, “wanna shag her?” Nat mumbled incoherently, so he added, “go on, I aint bothered.” Broke up with that bastad the next day.
And then last year, he had written his own ereotic book, and sent it in under my name. They sent it back to my address saying that it was nor at all for children. I swear to God I commited murder. Weird how I still see him wandering around the place.
That’s my evidence.
Oh, and he’s shagged everyone from the year below me upwards while he was in school. And believe me, he made time.
I had to crash at his and Kostos’s for a little while when dad chucked me out.
I heard sound that night that I never want to hear ever again! Even if they’re coming from my mouth. Never!
ONE WEEK LATER
I HATE EXAMS! I am sitting in starbucks- again (why do I come here? Oh yeah, Ville, my beloved best friend works here so I get money off, and yes that is his real name before you ask), complaining to Ville Dixon, Becky Adems, Tommy Laurance and Lucia Holmes about my stupid blood exams and why the hell did I pick psycology?
“Because,” says Lucia, stealing some of my cookie, “you love analysing people.”
“That would be Kostos,” I reply simply, “and not in that way- I beg of you.”
They roll their eyes. Kostos and all his friends are the same. Need I say more?
“Well you always got a good grade in it,” Becky tells me, blowing out the smoke from her mouth.
“And it is something to fall back on,” adds Tommy.
“Yeah yeah yeah,” I mumble, grabbing Becky’s ciggie and putting it out with my tumb. “I hate exams.”
“As much as you hate Nat?” asks Lucia cheekily.
I look up at her, eyes narrowing. “Fuck off,” I tell her. “I don’t hate anything more than Anthony MacGregor.”
They roll their eyes.
“I swear to God!” I exclaim.
“Ah,” puts in Ville, “you don’t believe in God.”
“Neither will you if you don’t shut you’re fucking mouth,” I tell him testily, I am not in a good mood- I’m pretty sure I have failed my exams.”
Ville is a… I dunno what he is exactly. Doesn’t seem to believe in organised religion. Doesn’t believe in organised anything. I’ve been to his mouse often enough. But he does believe in God. Surprisingly.
“Does he know?” asks Becky, trying to light up again, only I snatch the light out of her hand.
“I hope so!” I reply, “last time he talked to me I wasn’t exactly the nicest of people to him.”
“This will make such a cute story,” dreams Tommy. This guy lives in a world of dreams. Look up romantic- you see a picture of Tommy I swear. Maybe not in the official dictionary, but in my one att home there is.
“You are joking,” I tell him, knowing he means the usual, boy messes up girls life, girl and boy hate each other, then girl and boy realise they only hate each other because of this hidden desire to actually shag each other senseless, and then they get together happily ever after. That’s very boring, and not going to happen this time. It really is not.
“Hey,” says a familliar voice from behind me, making me jump.
I look up startled and see none other that the dreaded Anthony him self. The a$$hole.
“Oh Jesus fucking Christ,” I mutter, holding my head.
“You know me so well,” he grins, “only people who get to me closest call me that.”
“Nat!” I complain, “you get outta my face right now, before I do a repeat of what happened when you were fifteen.” Hinting at the fact that I beat the shit outta him.
He winces.
HA! Still hurts him. Serves him right. a$$hole.
“Ok fine!” he replies, “I just wanted to say thhat you gotta come back to mine and Kostos’s tonight.”
He turns round and walks out.
I look around at my friends who are looking equally bemused.
“Back in a second,” I tell them, getting up and following him out. He’s waiting outside, trying to light a ciggarette. Is it just me, or is every trying to commit suicide with smoke?
I snatch the ciggarette and light out of his hands.
“Hey-”
I drop the light and crush it under my heel. I look up and glare at him. I can see the paket in his jeans poket. I reach out and stick my hand in it.
“Not in public-”
I grab the packet- of ciggarettes. Lets get one thing straight first. I open it and break them all up into little bits.
“Why do I have to go back to your’s and Kostos’s tonight?” I demand.
He raises an eye brow at. He’s trying to piss me off, I can tell. He loves it.
“Why can’t you just trust me for once?” he sighs, “stop questioning everything Lena, and just trust me. And your brother,” he adds as an after thought. He turns to leave, but I catch hold of his arm and swing him round to face me.
“Tell me now or I swear I will go home.”
He’s actually looking scared at that. Why the hell doesn’t he want me to go home?! Home should be the safest place in the world. Right? He’s looking down like he can’t face me. What is going on?!
“I can’t,” he mutters finally, being serious, he looks up at me- well down at me. What ever, he look from the floor to my face. “Lena, please,” he begs, “please just trust me. I’m begging you here.”
I study his green eyes closely. I’ve never seen them so serious. What is going on.
“I don’t trust you,” I snap, “I know you too well. It’s probably a prank.”
I turn away from him.
“Lena!” he complains, calling my name. Jesus, this sounds serious. He is being serious for once in his life. How desperate can this be? This is me we’re talking about- insegnificate, wanna be writer me! “Will you please just listen to me. If I tell you, our lives would be at stake.”
“What ever,” I reply roling my eyes. Turning back round. I would go his and Kostos’s, but just to get what the hell is going on. I hate being left in the dark. Ville would propably start laughing like a lunatic. Saying that Nat was just trying to get me into bed. Trying and failing miserably.
I’m suddenly thrown back wards, and something explodes from inside the coffee shop. I’m litterally thrown into Nat, and onto the pavement. Nat grabs hold of my waist, cursing like crazy and flips us over so he’s on top of my, making sure I keep my head down. His hands are over his ears.
I feel another wave of heat, like I did for the first explosion. But we’re not flying. I can hear it though.
Oh my God! Becky! Tommy! Lucia! Ville! This can’t be happening. This just can’t!
I throw Nat off me, and try to get up, and run towards the building again. But Nat has got a hold of me tightly, pulling me closer to him.
“No Lena,” he whispers, “you can’t. It’s too dangerous.”
“I can and will! Let me go MacGregor!”
“No Lena.” His voice is strangely calm and collected.
Without warning tears spill down my cheeks. My friends…
What could have happened to them. They have to be alive. They are I know it! They won’t have left me. Ville and Becky promised to always be there for me. Oh please, God if you’re there let them be ok! Ket them all be ok. I dunno what I’ll do with out them if they’re not.
I’m clinging to Nat, banging his chest to let me go, crying insessantly. He just holds me tighter. Oh fuck it, he’s not gonna let me go. Ville…
“They attacked,” I hear Nat say, in a low serious voice, into a miniture telaphone he has to his ear, “out of no where. No warning no nothing… Yes, she’s fine. She’s here with me. I’ll try and get her to a safe area… thank you sir… will do.” He hung up. He tried to pull me along with him.
“No!” I shout, “I have to find them!”
“Lena, you have to listen to me. I think they’ll be all right, they were sitting towards the front, the bombs were towards the back. They’ll just be injered.”
“I have to find them.”
“You’re life is in danger, don’t you understand that! That bomb was for you! We have to get outta here.”
“Why?”
“Just come on. Not here.”
I look back at the building. People are already on telephones calling 999, some are running into the building trying to help and find people. I can see people limping out, covered in blood admittedly, but relatively ok.
I swollow hard. The only one I’m really really worried about is Lucia, she has mild asthsma. They’re all tough, they if people had servived, they would. They won’t leave me. They wouldn’t.
I nod sightly, and look up at him.
He’s looking at my head worriedly.
“I’ll get you cleaned up at home. Kostos’s gonna have a fit I swear.”
I sniff. What the hell is going on? Why does Nat and Kostos know so much? Why is my life in danger? I’m just a writer, a student writer at that. Not even a good one. What could anyone want to do with me? I’m a no body.
Right…
What is his problem? What is my problem? I should know so much better than to have anything to do with him.
He’s everything I’m against. A show off, a player of females hearts, arrogant, pervert- everything I hate! I’ve always written against people like that. In my poems and stories it’s always men like that that loose out. That get put down by the women. It’s always the sweet guys that get the girl.
So why can’t I follow my heroine’s examples and not feel anything for him!
Oh stop looking at him, Lena! You’ll just encourage him.
Anthony Franklin MacGregor- a$$hole to put it simply.
He’s half scottish, half english. He has a Scottish accent though. His eyes are bright, piercing, green, and his hair is blacker than anything I’ve ever seen. It’s deffonetly dyed though. His features are carefully chistled to handsome perfection- in the most traditional way possible. Slim mouth, slim nose, raised, unobvious cheek bones. His face is more… interesting, lets say, that striking. He is handsome though- but nothing would make him stand out all that much. Too much of the usual casual, charming handsomeness surrounding him. I guess that’s what most girls are attracted to, even if he is a total- you get the idea.
I’ve known him forever because he’s my older brother’s best friend. Kostos, my brother, is twenty one, Anthony is almost twenty and in his first year of collage- though for what I’m not sure. Kostos is in the second year of that collage.
Me? I’m eightteen, and an aspiring writer. I’ve had some work published, mostly my poems, and my realist stories, my fantisies don’t seem to be doing as well. I keep going over them and trying to make them better. Each time I do, the publishers give me better comments. They just won’t publish them.
Oh shit! HE’S COMING OVER! Go away Nat- if you know what’s good for you. Nat’s his nick name. I gave it to him at the age of five, hating calling him Ant.
“Hey Lena,” he smiles at me. He uses that smile on girls he wants in bed. Go to hell you fucker. Not gonna work on this girl.
“Hi,” I reply iceily, glaring at him, then turning back to my note pad trying to describe a dragon as viviedly as I can see it in my mind.
“How you been?” he asks, sitting with me.
Don’t you dare use the stupid Joey esq. voice on me. Ain’t gonna work mate- not in a million years. “Fine,” I snap back, doodling a scetch of the dragon in the corner. Maybe I should do children’s books insted, you know, the ones with massive pictures? That’d work- no describing.
“Well I’ve been fine too,” he grins at me, “thanks for asking.”
“I didn’t.”
“I was being sarcastic.”
“Go be sarcastic else where- I’m trying to write a novel.”
He laughs. I’ll admit it, I like his laugh. His laugh and his smile- best things about him. But that’s it. “You should be trying to pass your A level, dear child.”
I’m concentrating on my drawing- he’d better not piss me off too much. We’re in bloody star bucks for christ sake. And my A level’s are next week- I should be rest. Not trying to get some stupid book in for just after the exams. Stupid publishers. I think I’ll answer him now.
I look up at him, my eyes narrow. Nah, let him rot for all I fucking care.
“Ok then,” he says, getting uncomfortable now. Thank the fucking lord, maybe he’ll go away. Like now…
Maybe not then…
“Kostos’s pissed off with you by the way,” he adds casually, “he said he told you spercifically not to go to the Adems’s Mansion.”
I shrug. I get on with their daughter. She’s nothing like the rest of her family. She crazy, fun to be around, and just a plain- yeah, she’s one of my best friends.
“Nat,” I say putting my pad down, and looking at him properly, an elbow on my knee, head on my fist, he knows as well as me that when I do that- he’s in deep shit. “You know that I never listen to Kostos… ever! So why don’t you run along back to your beloved leader, or go find some poor helpless girl to shag, mmm?” I pick up my pad cross my knees and concentrate on the dragon that’s been giving me hell for the past few days.
“You really don’t-”
“And anyway,” I add, not looking up, “did he know that there was gonna be some kinda explosion there or something?”
Nat didn’t answer. He just seemed to choke on air or something.
“Jesus Lena,” he complains at last, “can you be nice just for once?”
“Not to a person like you I wouldn’t,” I reply distractedly, scetching out the flame issuing from my Dragon (his name shall be… Pete, like my uncle’s dog- that loves me so much).
He sighs angrily and gets up.
Thank you God! Maybe you exist after all.
“Hey Lena,” he says, just before finishing his coffee in a gulp. Nasty habit. “Did you know you stick your tongue out when you concentrate hard?”
I look up at him sharply. Most people comment on it when they see it, which isn’t often, as it’s only a little bit. I frown confused.
“No?” he asks, “did you know that you plaay with you’re lip ring when you get aggitated?”
What was this trying to prove? Was this actually going… any where?
“Thought you should know.”
“Funny,” I mutter as he walks away, as though he’s achieved something.
The a$$hole.
Is it just me, or is he really the most annoying thing that has ever walked the planet. Well, I guess it should be explained why I hate him so much. I can’t complain about him if I don’t have a reason.
The evidence.
When I was four, and he was six, he pushed me off my swing, stole my teddy, ripped off it’s head and said it was all my fault.
On my seventh birthday, he put cake in hair, and rubbed chocolate on my face. He told me it was an improvement.
When I was eleven, he pushed me in the muddy pond. Twice.
Thirteen, he tried to touch me up. Then said there was nothing to touch up when I slapped him and kicked his groin. Oh, and I knew there was something there, because I heard one of his friends mention about the size of them, and asked him how it felt. His reation was a moan coz he was still on the floor clutching what was left of his manhood.
Fifteen, he got pissed at his seventeenth birthday pLenay. I was sent over by my mum to make sure that Kostos didn’t get too shattered, and he starts making out with me in front of my boyfriend. Who turned roound and ssaid, “wanna shag her?” Nat mumbled incoherently, so he added, “go on, I aint bothered.” Broke up with that bastad the next day.
And then last year, he had written his own ereotic book, and sent it in under my name. They sent it back to my address saying that it was nor at all for children. I swear to God I commited murder. Weird how I still see him wandering around the place.
That’s my evidence.
Oh, and he’s shagged everyone from the year below me upwards while he was in school. And believe me, he made time.
I had to crash at his and Kostos’s for a little while when dad chucked me out.
I heard sound that night that I never want to hear ever again! Even if they’re coming from my mouth. Never!
ONE WEEK LATER
I HATE EXAMS! I am sitting in starbucks- again (why do I come here? Oh yeah, Ville, my beloved best friend works here so I get money off, and yes that is his real name before you ask), complaining to Ville Dixon, Becky Adems, Tommy Laurance and Lucia Holmes about my stupid blood exams and why the hell did I pick psycology?
“Because,” says Lucia, stealing some of my cookie, “you love analysing people.”
“That would be Kostos,” I reply simply, “and not in that way- I beg of you.”
They roll their eyes. Kostos and all his friends are the same. Need I say more?
“Well you always got a good grade in it,” Becky tells me, blowing out the smoke from her mouth.
“And it is something to fall back on,” adds Tommy.
“Yeah yeah yeah,” I mumble, grabbing Becky’s ciggie and putting it out with my tumb. “I hate exams.”
“As much as you hate Nat?” asks Lucia cheekily.
I look up at her, eyes narrowing. “Fuck off,” I tell her. “I don’t hate anything more than Anthony MacGregor.”
They roll their eyes.
“I swear to God!” I exclaim.
“Ah,” puts in Ville, “you don’t believe in God.”
“Neither will you if you don’t shut you’re fucking mouth,” I tell him testily, I am not in a good mood- I’m pretty sure I have failed my exams.”
Ville is a… I dunno what he is exactly. Doesn’t seem to believe in organised religion. Doesn’t believe in organised anything. I’ve been to his mouse often enough. But he does believe in God. Surprisingly.
“Does he know?” asks Becky, trying to light up again, only I snatch the light out of her hand.
“I hope so!” I reply, “last time he talked to me I wasn’t exactly the nicest of people to him.”
“This will make such a cute story,” dreams Tommy. This guy lives in a world of dreams. Look up romantic- you see a picture of Tommy I swear. Maybe not in the official dictionary, but in my one att home there is.
“You are joking,” I tell him, knowing he means the usual, boy messes up girls life, girl and boy hate each other, then girl and boy realise they only hate each other because of this hidden desire to actually shag each other senseless, and then they get together happily ever after. That’s very boring, and not going to happen this time. It really is not.
“Hey,” says a familliar voice from behind me, making me jump.
I look up startled and see none other that the dreaded Anthony him self. The a$$hole.
“Oh Jesus fucking Christ,” I mutter, holding my head.
“You know me so well,” he grins, “only people who get to me closest call me that.”
“Nat!” I complain, “you get outta my face right now, before I do a repeat of what happened when you were fifteen.” Hinting at the fact that I beat the shit outta him.
He winces.
HA! Still hurts him. Serves him right. a$$hole.
“Ok fine!” he replies, “I just wanted to say thhat you gotta come back to mine and Kostos’s tonight.”
He turns round and walks out.
I look around at my friends who are looking equally bemused.
“Back in a second,” I tell them, getting up and following him out. He’s waiting outside, trying to light a ciggarette. Is it just me, or is every trying to commit suicide with smoke?
I snatch the ciggarette and light out of his hands.
“Hey-”
I drop the light and crush it under my heel. I look up and glare at him. I can see the paket in his jeans poket. I reach out and stick my hand in it.
“Not in public-”
I grab the packet- of ciggarettes. Lets get one thing straight first. I open it and break them all up into little bits.
“Why do I have to go back to your’s and Kostos’s tonight?” I demand.
He raises an eye brow at. He’s trying to piss me off, I can tell. He loves it.
“Why can’t you just trust me for once?” he sighs, “stop questioning everything Lena, and just trust me. And your brother,” he adds as an after thought. He turns to leave, but I catch hold of his arm and swing him round to face me.
“Tell me now or I swear I will go home.”
He’s actually looking scared at that. Why the hell doesn’t he want me to go home?! Home should be the safest place in the world. Right? He’s looking down like he can’t face me. What is going on?!
“I can’t,” he mutters finally, being serious, he looks up at me- well down at me. What ever, he look from the floor to my face. “Lena, please,” he begs, “please just trust me. I’m begging you here.”
I study his green eyes closely. I’ve never seen them so serious. What is going on.
“I don’t trust you,” I snap, “I know you too well. It’s probably a prank.”
I turn away from him.
“Lena!” he complains, calling my name. Jesus, this sounds serious. He is being serious for once in his life. How desperate can this be? This is me we’re talking about- insegnificate, wanna be writer me! “Will you please just listen to me. If I tell you, our lives would be at stake.”
“What ever,” I reply roling my eyes. Turning back round. I would go his and Kostos’s, but just to get what the hell is going on. I hate being left in the dark. Ville would propably start laughing like a lunatic. Saying that Nat was just trying to get me into bed. Trying and failing miserably.
I’m suddenly thrown back wards, and something explodes from inside the coffee shop. I’m litterally thrown into Nat, and onto the pavement. Nat grabs hold of my waist, cursing like crazy and flips us over so he’s on top of my, making sure I keep my head down. His hands are over his ears.
I feel another wave of heat, like I did for the first explosion. But we’re not flying. I can hear it though.
Oh my God! Becky! Tommy! Lucia! Ville! This can’t be happening. This just can’t!
I throw Nat off me, and try to get up, and run towards the building again. But Nat has got a hold of me tightly, pulling me closer to him.
“No Lena,” he whispers, “you can’t. It’s too dangerous.”
“I can and will! Let me go MacGregor!”
“No Lena.” His voice is strangely calm and collected.
Without warning tears spill down my cheeks. My friends…
What could have happened to them. They have to be alive. They are I know it! They won’t have left me. Ville and Becky promised to always be there for me. Oh please, God if you’re there let them be ok! Ket them all be ok. I dunno what I’ll do with out them if they’re not.
I’m clinging to Nat, banging his chest to let me go, crying insessantly. He just holds me tighter. Oh fuck it, he’s not gonna let me go. Ville…
“They attacked,” I hear Nat say, in a low serious voice, into a miniture telaphone he has to his ear, “out of no where. No warning no nothing… Yes, she’s fine. She’s here with me. I’ll try and get her to a safe area… thank you sir… will do.” He hung up. He tried to pull me along with him.
“No!” I shout, “I have to find them!”
“Lena, you have to listen to me. I think they’ll be all right, they were sitting towards the front, the bombs were towards the back. They’ll just be injered.”
“I have to find them.”
“You’re life is in danger, don’t you understand that! That bomb was for you! We have to get outta here.”
“Why?”
“Just come on. Not here.”
I look back at the building. People are already on telephones calling 999, some are running into the building trying to help and find people. I can see people limping out, covered in blood admittedly, but relatively ok.
I swollow hard. The only one I’m really really worried about is Lucia, she has mild asthsma. They’re all tough, they if people had servived, they would. They won’t leave me. They wouldn’t.
I nod sightly, and look up at him.
He’s looking at my head worriedly.
“I’ll get you cleaned up at home. Kostos’s gonna have a fit I swear.”
I sniff. What the hell is going on? Why does Nat and Kostos know so much? Why is my life in danger? I’m just a writer, a student writer at that. Not even a good one. What could anyone want to do with me? I’m a no body.
Right…