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Post by Denithar on Oct 6, 2006 5:37:19 GMT -5
I wish I could actually help you or encourage you Eakyra. But I guess over the internet there's really not much I can do in that regard. And I certainly can't give you advice on finding a good partner, seeing as if Froggy and I start then it will be the first romantically sided relationship I've been in. God be with you, and if you prefer, good luck.
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Post by eakyra on Oct 6, 2006 23:57:47 GMT -5
Den, your awesome.
I think I completely got over him overnight.
Its really strange.
I just woke up really happy go lucky like I usually do. And I thought about him, and I didnt get upset. Im so happy.
And I just noticed that im the Debate Queen. BOOYA!
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Post by Denithar on Oct 7, 2006 12:09:05 GMT -5
*celebrates with Eakyra*... *not quite like the picture makes it look*
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Post by eakyra on Oct 7, 2006 22:51:29 GMT -5
*understands*
*celebrates anyway*
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Post by eakyra on Oct 9, 2006 1:37:34 GMT -5
Ok so Saturday I went over to my parents house and my mom and I went and seen Jackass 2 which is freakin hilarious!! My mom was pretty sauced when we went in and she didnt stop laughing the whole time we were there. I was actually kinda affraid she was going to make people upset... but nah. Then I stayed over there because we were going to wake up early and go to Kansas today. I have never slept more horribly.... ok... almost more horribly in my life. It was in my old room, but the bed was diffrent. Ugg... Anyway we had fun up there visiting them. Now Im home and J-rod and I just got back from a huge Wal-mart Halloween shopping spree (over 100 dollars spent) and we're decorating the apartment. ;D
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Post by eakyra on Oct 9, 2006 23:36:43 GMT -5
Im having serious buyers remorse and I didnt even buy anything.
We have an awesome haunted apartment...
but no food.
Im hungy.
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Post by Denithar on Oct 10, 2006 20:30:28 GMT -5
No food! Horror! Hope you can find something soon.
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Post by eakyra on Oct 10, 2006 23:58:11 GMT -5
Its called...
Parents house.
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Post by eakyra on Oct 11, 2006 23:57:18 GMT -5
Ok so here goes a little schpeel.
Im so tired of being alone. Of no one caring for me. Of no one listening to me. Of no one holding me up when im to weak to do it myself. Of no one supporting me. Of no one holding my hand because I still need help.
If you dont count my 10 hour relationship with Nick, I've been single for almost 2 years now. And im really starting to pain over it. I want to be loved so much.
Ok, im done.
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Post by Denithar on Oct 12, 2006 12:09:59 GMT -5
I've been searching most of my life for a people, a people who LIVE together, hold each other up, genuinely care for each other. As you probably know I'm a Christian, and I've been in more churches than our Holy Minister has destroyed so called crappy pieces of writing. I haven't found a community of believers who will live in the present, instead of focusing on the future. All this is to say, even though I am totally convinced of Christ's ability to help you, I'm not so sure about his so called followers. So I'm not going to suggest you find a church. However, it would seem that you are getting pretty lousy guys. You might be looking for the wrong type. Probably if a guy is willing to take it fast then he's not serious about you. I'm sorry to sound preachy, but there is my little bit of advice.
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Post by eakyra on Oct 12, 2006 15:33:39 GMT -5
No its fine. You have no idea how much its appreciated. I've actually found myself interested in this guy who is totally diffrent from my norm. He's got a country slang. But... I dont know. Ugg. Im watching the 40 year old virgin. Fun fun.
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Post by Emily on Oct 12, 2006 15:35:54 GMT -5
That looks a funny film Haven't watched it yet *hugs* Stuff'll get better soon, and I'm sure you'll find someone who loves you very much so soon Eaky. I know how easy it is for someone like me to say this but - If there's someone as nice as you, you can't go untouched by someone for long ;D
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Post by Denithar on Oct 12, 2006 15:38:00 GMT -5
I'm glad it is. But do remember that I got left out of the romantic drama of highschool, being that I was homeschooled. And I certainly haven't entered any relationships in college yet. So I should be asking you for advice actually.
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Post by eakyra on Oct 12, 2006 20:20:41 GMT -5
We'll if you ever need it, im here for you buddy. ;D And thanks for yours too. I dont know why its getting to me so much lately. I guess im just... a girl. Since im at work, I guess I should do some work. See you later at 10:30. Tee hee!
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Post by eakyra on Oct 13, 2006 0:41:19 GMT -5
I really hope my advice I gave to a friend was worth something. I think he might actually die before he reads it all... Im in love, with a divine energy that runs through me. Some call this divine energy God. But because "god" is painted with such an image that is not true to what I believe, I call it, Father, or The All Divine, Or The All, or The Divine. Im falling for another stupid guy... sheesh... im pathetic. I have a picture of him though. I'll post it soon.
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