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Post by eakyra on Sept 10, 2006 22:29:37 GMT -5
So I guess im going to do one of these, even though I have a zillion other journals.
Not much to write now, I missed you all.
Carmen
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Post by scarecrow on Sept 10, 2006 22:37:01 GMT -5
We don't see you for who knows how long, and that's all we get?
Not to be mean, but BOO!
j/k. You know I love you. Just write more next time.
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Post by eakyra on Sept 10, 2006 22:56:49 GMT -5
*harumph* Fine... here goes the whole schpeel. Or whatever. Wow, its been how long? Let me start back during the summer. The summer for the most part was pretty unexciting. I hung out at my current roomates house alot with his former roomate and my friend Seth. Then one day, im sure I actually said this before, but I was sitting there playing Halo with J-rod and I get a phone call from my boss. She tells me that one of my best friends just died in a car wreck. Needless to say, I broke down over the phone in front of J-rod. Bless him for being so patient with me. The same day Seth came in and told us that he was going to join the Air Force. What a day, what a day. A crew came in and took over the store at Little Caesars so we could all go to Monkeys funeral. It still hurts everytime I see her picture or here her favorite song. I miss her. Now with the info of Seth moving out, J-rod would have no where to go. SO I told him that I would move in with him. But somewhere else, not where they were at. *it was NASTY* So we started planning for that, and I started mustering the courage to tell my parents I was moving out yet again. Finally the day came, my dad came in and started bitching at me and we got into a heated debate and I told him I was going to move out. But after much talk, they werent upset and they actually said they would pay for my car insurance as long as I was in college, pay for my cell phone bill, and give me the car. My jaw dropped on that one. But eventually I got everything packed and J-rod and I moved into our new apartment after much hustling and blustling from our new landlords. We met our new neighbors, one of whom I now work with in my new Full-time Job. Sorry Shmuggy, i dont work for Little Caesars anymore. But I love my job. Then for about a week, it seemed like God or whatever was taking a huge shit on me. First, I had problems with Jarrett, then I had problems with work not giving me enough hours, then my car broke down, it cost me 700 dollars to fix it, then I didnt get the job at the bank I wanted, everything just... ugg. But it all got better with time. Although for awhile I didnt want to go on. Then I met this guy one night at my neighbors house, and we were getting along really great and my neighbors had to leave for a few minutes and we were alone. He was a little drunk, and started to come onto me. I tried pushing him off but he wouldnt. I wont go into details about what happend, but I was lucky my neighbors came back so soon and pulled him off of me. So for awhile I began to wonder if I would ever find a guy who didnt abuse me someway... but I know that I will eventually. Right now, at this moment, im happy. Hanging out with my roomate for awhile, and getting ready to go back to work tomorrow. Saturday I have to work Overtime at the football game, and then im going to my friends goin away party after that, so I should be up for almost 24 hours... jeezy chreezy. Anyway, I hope your happy now Chris.
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Post by scarecrow on Sept 12, 2006 11:12:58 GMT -5
Happy? You're totally bumming me out! Why is it that it's always the good people who have it the worst?
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Post by eakyra on Sept 13, 2006 12:29:42 GMT -5
How the hell do you think I have it so badly? Yeah, alot of bad things seem to happen to me. But I dont sit there and just sulk and sulk over them. Dont be concerned with what happend to me. If you want to be concerened, be concerned for how im feeling right now at this moment, and at this moment I am happy. You always have to be happy. So I try my best to do that. So dont take this the wrong way when I say... I found out yesterday that my father might have a tumor. I subconciounsly worried about him, but then again worry is a sincere prayer for something you dont want, so im trying to not worry. Needless to say, I was looking for a shoulder of a friend yesterday, and I never found one. But its probably better that way, I need to learn to handle things on my own. Today I feel fine, and im happy. I got moved to Full-time Permanent instead of temorary. Hip hip. But im really tired so im going to bed before work tonight. Toodles.
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Post by scarecrow on Sept 13, 2006 12:39:47 GMT -5
Now that I read it again, you did say you were happy. I just read that thing about that sleazy guy and my reason just shut down. If you ever get the chance, sock him one for me.
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Post by eakyra on Sept 14, 2006 1:14:59 GMT -5
I was contimplating not even putting that on there because I knew your reaction would be so. Dont worry about him getting socked. When I say my neighbors came in and got him off me, that was vague. They came in, pulled him off of me, threw him out the door into a wall, and proceeded to beat the shit out of him, then threw him out of the apartment complex. He never came back. However I dont know if he even remembers anything. Im glad that you care so much about me, so dont think I dont want you to not worry. I worry for you sometimes. Worry is ok... just in small quantities. If you worry to much about something, chances are, what your worrying about will happen. But if you keep focusing on being positive, then things will most definatly get better. Sometimes, I really wish we lived closer. I live in the moment, so things like that dont affect me as much as someone else would. Whats past is past, dont stress about tomorrow, live for today. If you spend all of today planning for tomorrow, you've just wasted a whole day, and besides, you never know what might happen. Today's, well, yesterday and today have been good. Like I said I got moved to full time. Woot woot. Im not totally grogy from lack of sleep. Im hungry because I havnt eaten all day, but I have soup at home. And a Cosmo magazine to read. Yay! I love being financially stable. Well, im at work right now... wasting time because im done. Early. Again. But I only have about 45 minutes left so I guess I'll do some last minute things. Thanks for being so wonderful to me Chris. You made my whole day. Carmen
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Post by scarecrow on Sept 14, 2006 9:38:02 GMT -5
Well, I'm glad to hear that you're doing ok. I don't know anyone who deserves it more.
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Post by eakyra on Sept 14, 2006 23:20:38 GMT -5
I could think of a few.
I've decided to make a list of 10-20 things I want to accomplish in life.
So far...
1. Change someones life 2. Make a political impact on the world. (not necessarily through politics, but by speaking perhaps at the UN) 3. Save an endangered species 4. Save someones life 5. Become completely devoted to the path im on. 6. Become completely devoted to my guru. 7. Make an enviromental impact on the world 8. Get married 9. Win the Nobel Peace Prize 10. Start my own organization/charity 11. Publish ATLEAST one book 12. Donate a heinous sum of money to a good cause 13. Live in someone elses shoes 14. Have kids 15. -
Im sure i'll think of more.
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Post by eakyra on Sept 15, 2006 23:37:38 GMT -5
15. Learn to surf, ski, snowboard, roller blade, skateboard, ice skate, and breakdance. 16. Reach Enlightenment 17. Travel the world
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Post by scarecrow on Sept 16, 2006 0:04:44 GMT -5
OMG, how weird is it that we both have that number 15 on our lists of things to accomplish? Except for the breakdancing thing. Too outrageous and potentially embarrassing.
It's like kismet or something, I swear.
I can rollerblade well enough, and I'm starting to get the hang of skateboarding.
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Post by eakyra on Sept 16, 2006 0:07:34 GMT -5
Wow... that is weird! Almost... too weird.
Are you stalking me?
Your behind me arent you?
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Post by eakyra on Sept 17, 2006 0:44:21 GMT -5
So I just got home from working the footy foot ball game. Ugg...10 and a half hours of work... Im so completely tired and exhausted... and somewhat hungry. I didnt get to see any of the football game since I was up in the suites where all the fancy pants people have their own fancy pants rooms to watch game and eat their fancy pants food. I mostly hung out in a closent... thrilling. But tomorrow is going to be a great day. Im going to sleep in, maybe. I might wake up and go eat breakfast with my parents. Just because im so broke until next week. Major financial crisis happend yesterday. I dont want to go into details... but eventually it will be worked out. Then im going to talk to Chris at 5. My friends are comming over sometime. And I plan on poking my head in on Thomas to see how he's doing. Maybe Katie too. I was supposed to go to this party tonight for one of my friends but im so tired, I dont think I can move. Until j-rod calls and I have too. Besides I have no money for my favorite drinkies. Anyway, thats enough for right now. Luvvles, Carm
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Post by eakyra on Sept 19, 2006 12:28:59 GMT -5
*SCREAMS AS LOUDLY AS SHE CAN*
I hate my roomate. He's such a jerk.
Thats enough of that...
Lets get the bad stuff out of the way...
My dad doesnt have a tumor, or cancer. You would think thats good news, it is, but not really. He's still in pain, and they have no idea why. His whole situation is a complete mystery to them. He had a doctors appointment today at 10, so I reallly hope they figured out whats wrong. Its scaring me to death. And I lost one of my keys at work, and aparently thats NOT good. It will show up. It will. It better.
Yesterday one of my long time friends came over and we hung out most of the day. So that was fun. I wish I could say I got to sleep as much as I wanted today. Thankies J-rod.
Thats enough for now, See you laters.
Eaky
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Post by skittlestiger on Sept 20, 2006 21:53:20 GMT -5
I'm sorry about all the misfortune Eaky, but you're so optimistic about it all! I give you much applause for being a strong person. (:
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