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Post by Emily on Oct 19, 2006 16:04:42 GMT -5
Mes saviour! *frenchgirlgasp*
I was feeling a little sad due to events happening at School. And randomly felt depressed.
*slaps cheek and injects botox*
SMILE EVERYONE!!! ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
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Post by Emily on Nov 7, 2006 12:36:11 GMT -5
MMM yeah. I hated/loved today.
I had the entrance exam to my new school, which I found pretty easy, but I'm just praying I get through. I'm going to find out the results sometime this week, saturday at the earliest.
I'm terrified I've failed them all, and then what will I do? Everyone will think of me as a stupidly stupid child, who can't pass a simple exam to a school.
I was terrified when I was shown around the school, by two girls called Ellys and Daisy, both who are really nice. Everyone's eyes were fixated on me, when I went into lunch, everyone with false smiles plastered across their faces.
I wanted to cry when I was shoved onto the table at the end, and toyed around with my spaghetti, until conversation started to pick up.
I was introduced to some more people, none of which seemed uber nice, but I kept on smiling my smile, even though deep inside I was convinced my heart had frozen over.
The boarding house is across the road from the school, so you have to cross a footbridge to get to it. But it's so amazingly nice! I never imagined it to be what it's like.
It's modern, and friendlyish atmosphere, and the housemaster is nice and funny. The dorms are huge, and you get to slap up whatever posters you want to, and they have baths and POWER SHOWERS!!!! *faints* Sky and lots of comfy sofas (lol!) and prep rooms are big also. And computer rooms, quiet rooms, recreation... blah blah blah....
They have so many pitches it's unbelievable. 10 rugby pitches, 9 hockey pitches, 7 netball courts, 15 tennis courts, a gym, swimming pool, 2 football pitches, sports room, access to the river for rowing.
Basically - I love every single thing about the school. EVERYTHING! I just hate the fact I'll be new, and about the people.....
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Post by Emily on Nov 9, 2006 14:23:36 GMT -5
"We are pleased to inform you that Emily has been offered a place at *blankity blank* in the coming term for fourth year. We would appreciate it if you could foward the slip enclosed, informing us whether Emily speaks Latin/German/Spanish, and also include the £200 deposit for the academic year........"
O.O I have never been so happy/sad in my life.
Seriously. Mixed feelings rock/suck.
I can't wait to board - but I don't want to leave everyone behind....
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Post by Elasticband on Nov 9, 2006 14:46:31 GMT -5
Good luck at blankity blank! Will you still be able to post on ye guilde?
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Post by Emily on Nov 9, 2006 15:54:15 GMT -5
Eband posted on my journal! *feels honoured*
Mmm huh I get internet access whenever I have free time. AND THEY HAVE TWO WIDESCREENS WITH SKY IN THE BOARDING HOUSE!!!
*ahem*
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Post by Emily on Nov 13, 2006 13:53:05 GMT -5
I went on Saturday to try the school out again, and really enjoyed it. I was quite frankly overwhelmed and somewhat intimidated when passing through the four stories of solid art galleries in the art block, with all of the work on display. The teachers seem nice enough, although I got onto the wrong footing (oh crap...) with my new games teacher for using a mobile phone in the games lesson (I was just watching, I couldn't join in). I thought no one was looking But School on a Saturday is a major sucky thing..
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Post by Emily on Nov 18, 2006 11:47:49 GMT -5
I hate my parents. Detest them even.
Yes I'm a seflish brat - and I've never been so excited about not being at home.
The atmosphere is all tension, and I've spent the past couple of weeks screaming and sobbing at my parents, well mum.
My dad calls me selfish. Perhaps I am. I'm too blind to think about what I'm doing, I know, but I couldn't currently give a F***
I'm really upset and tired at the moment. My friends have asked me if I wanted to go into town last night, through texts. 28 hours later - my freaking phone finally gets 4 messages. All 20 hours too late.
Thanks a bunch.
Ok, nothing to get upset about. Perhaps. Well it made me cry. I could have done without another shouting match all day before moping into my room, wondering why no one was online with me.
I hate my life.
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Post by Emily on Nov 29, 2006 11:33:23 GMT -5
I feel like crying right now. Again.
I hate hate hate my situation right now. I have exactly 11 days left at my wonderful school, that is if I even go to school tomorrow.
I have bronchitus from all the losers at my school - people coughing all over you, and no - I don't get a mild cold, or a slight chest infection, I get full blown bloody Bronchitus. My lungs are on fire, I feel sick and my throat is dry.
I've spent the past 4 days in bed - fun, no? Not.
My teachers are writing their reports @ the weekend - I'm going to probably get all Cs and Bs. I've missed so much school this term - how bad is my report going to be? I hate being ill so much... SO MUCH!!!
Argghhhh!!
I don't want to eat - my head's throbbing and I keep on spewing up gunk and feeling so horrible!
My art project has to be in for Friday - I haven't finished it, at all. I need to do more crosshatching, and painting plus some more sketching. No way I'll be able to do it, and I don't feel up to school tomorrow. I owe english essays, and History essays.
Ok I'm actually close to tears now. It's school, right? No one cares. It's not even like they're for my gcse's. But I want the best possible start at my new school. I do! If I get a horrible report...
Ok I'm fed up of whining. I'll just be quiet now.
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Post by AshVersion2 on Nov 29, 2006 12:09:39 GMT -5
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Post by eakyra on Nov 30, 2006 0:46:53 GMT -5
Everything will be ok. I promise. ;D
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Post by Emily on Nov 30, 2006 7:28:03 GMT -5
Thanks guys. Everything happens for a reason. I think that's my motto - although I have to be constantly reminding myself of it. It's like the lazy but fulfilling solution to everything. Everything does have a solution - positive or negative, most of the time to me it seems negative but then I remind myself that I'm just being selfish. Again
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Post by eakyra on Dec 5, 2006 0:07:44 GMT -5
You decide your fate. Its your choice wether you want your end result to be negative or positive. Its all decided by your actions. Make sure you make the right choices.
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Post by Emily on Feb 23, 2007 10:49:37 GMT -5
Yeah I am such a whiner in my journal. HA! I am now waiting for time to creep on - 5 more bloody minutes to go until Msn messenger is unblocked from school - Cannot WAIT! Hmmm yes as you may have gathered I'm at my new school = been here for nearly 6 weeks now, have lotsa new friends and teh guys are nice Yeah can't really think of muchos to put but it's kinda good to be back
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Post by Emily on Mar 30, 2007 12:26:54 GMT -5
I lead such a boring life. My parents are deserting me in... 30 minutes not like I care all that much to babysit my younger sister.
I feel really alone and I went running today which was mega crap. Why? Why I ask myself. It's really depressing as well. Running down a frigging lane listening to my ipod at... 7 o clock in the morning. So much for speeding up my metabolism. I don't even know why I did it, I hate running... but I went for 2 and a bit miles which is ok.
In a very weird mood today. Overly emotional ....
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Post by Emily on Apr 4, 2007 15:48:51 GMT -5
Saw Swan Lake today. Just decided that I don't like ballet ;D But it's ticked off on my to do list in life. Which I plan on creating sometime this week but it's something I've always wanted to do I feel bored. And I have to do a load of jobs tomorrow. Euuugh. And go and meet a brattish todler who I will soon be babysitting if the mother likes me. But I will probably get killed by this little boy before I even get to meet him properly. I have been informed that he is a 'feisty red-head who is very naughty' Oh yip-bloody-eeeee! I lead an exciting life.
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