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Post by Emily on May 11, 2007 12:49:06 GMT -5
Well when I| first wrote it I was talking about someone else, but sort of thinking of you - if you get what I mean which you probably don't.
HAHA WHAT A LOSER I SOUND!
Do you mean you know lots of Emily's? It's such a common name, I really like the name but EVERYONE IS CALLED EMILY! So much for being unique... Hrmph...
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Post by Emily on May 11, 2007 12:49:26 GMT -5
P.s. And yes I did mean you =P
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Post by Ethan on May 12, 2007 12:44:50 GMT -5
YAY and I don't know what you mean (see you're first of two posts)
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Post by Emily on May 18, 2007 13:34:07 GMT -5
I feel really happy today, like nothing can really spoil my mood. Which is good - obviously.
I need to go and straighten my hair. Or curl it. DILEMMNA!!!
That makes me sound really superficial, I'm not. At all. It's just for a special occasion =P
I'm also really happy because I'm doing well in all of the subjects I want to do really well in, like English art and history. Yeaahhh!
I don't really know why I'm posting, I've had a really boring day, and have felt very odd. Like surreal, I actually think my head is made out of cotton wool. I suddenly feeel faint, dizzy and giddy like I'm going to pass out, but never do. After walking back over the footbridge, I ran upstairs to my dorm, and collapsed onto my bed, my head spinning. Weird or what?
I've been like this for the past week, and it's all a bit strange. Oh and suddenly I'll feel absolutely shattered, like wanting to sleep in lessons. I can just close my eyes and I'll drift off. And i've been having really good night's sleep recently so I don't know what's wrong with me!
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Post by Emily on May 20, 2007 4:55:21 GMT -5
Oh my god - had the best day EVER yesterday! Absolutely hil-eh-rious... Haha... Me and my friend were watching a cricket match which was with our school and another school. and we started talking to all the guys from the other school, and were laughing and chatting and stuff - and then when it was over they went back to their coach (and me and my friend ran like hell in the opposite direction to get onto the foot bridge, didn't want to look like stalkers lmao!) and were sitting on the footbridge right against the railings (the coach was underneath us) and all of the boys in the coach ran from one side to the windows and were all opening the windows trying to talk and yell. I guess it was a be there moment but they were all yelling "She's my GIRLFRIEND!" Haha it was funny at the time, promise =D Not much has happened really, but some promising advances on the person I like fronteh! Awwh I was with him for the whole of last night, and it was really nice =]] But I'm not sure whether I'm 'reading' the signs right. Hopefully. He seems to like me a lot. Only time will tell
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Post by Emily on Jun 4, 2007 13:10:51 GMT -5
I am SO lazy. Seriously. Only if I am under pressure as such, I will be prepared to put 100% effort in stuff. I think I work better under pressure actually.
Hooooly s*** I haven't done any of my frigging prep, behind sooo much, and I'm reaally annoyed. But I'm in an ok mood.... Surprisingly.
I'm just listening to music and trying to figure out what the hell I'm going to do.
And my hayfever came back today... -_-
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Post by Emily on Jun 5, 2007 13:23:56 GMT -5
I'm happy today. Not much happened apart from beeing hungry. I seriously have decided that I do NOT like salad. At all. I hattttttttteee diets.
I've been experimenting with art and shots of me, but purely in black and white so that I can focus on tonal shading more.
Oh my god. Wish me luck -_-
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Post by Emily on Jun 11, 2007 13:31:35 GMT -5
It's weird how you have a strong urge to kill someone you've never met (i.e. they seriously get on your nerves) and how .... ugh - I hate people who spread rumours =P
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Post by Emily on Feb 15, 2008 18:47:45 GMT -5
Erggghhh what a creep....
I think I might delete this blog. It's truly horrific to re-read after a year or so
BLERGGGHHH I've changed quite a bit =/
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Post by The Observer on Feb 15, 2008 20:17:57 GMT -5
How often do we attempt to portray ourselves, only to look back on our pictures with horror and disgust. We do not fear so much what we were then, but rather, worry that some part of us has not changed.
Don't worry, I often look back at my work and can't stand it. But then you just have to sit back and remember who you write for. Is it for yourself, or for others? If it is for yourself, then do whatever you enjoy. If it is for others, then do what others enjoy, your own opinion is irrelevant. The worst thing you can do is take the place of others and pass judgement on your own work not from your own feelings about it, but from thinking "how it must look to outsiders".
In short, keep the blog if it makes you happy. Never be ashamed of who you were or are, because shame leaves you no room to become something else.
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