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Post by Emily on Apr 5, 2007 14:57:03 GMT -5
Hmmm my little sister, Daisy just split her head open with a broken wine glass. Long story, lots of blood.
Ugh I feel really shaken even though she's not terribly hurt. Just shocked. I feel very empty, and I'm starting to question by confidence that I have settled in at my school.
.... =[[
And I'm listening to McFly. Yes that's right, McFly.
Shoot me now.
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Post by Emily on Apr 8, 2007 9:32:38 GMT -5
Muchos happier than above...
Just happy for no reason, even though my Grandma got rushed to hospital last night with the suspection of heart failure/heart attack (not fun) and nothing really exciting which has happened.
I feel happy, oh so happy, i feel happy and sappy and GAYYYYYYYY!!! Oh so prettttttyyyyy oh so pre... Wait wrong song....
Have shrunk back into the dark because the sun is just too... sunny.
But it is rather lovely, I love summer! Will now stop being a vampire and will crawl back outside. Maybe have a bounce on the trampoline to try and re-sprain my ankle? Sound like fun to me ;D
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Post by Ethan on Apr 8, 2007 17:02:54 GMT -5
Em...it's not summer...its spring
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Post by Emily on Apr 8, 2007 17:32:50 GMT -5
YEAH WELL IT'S SUMMER WEATHER!
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Post by Ethan on Apr 8, 2007 17:33:27 GMT -5
NOT HERE
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Post by Emily on Apr 8, 2007 17:36:05 GMT -5
HAHAHA! I SAW THAT CANADA WAS ONE OF THE COLDEST PLACES IN THE WORLD TODAY! HA! IT WAS SUNNY HERE SO HAHAHA!
(My god - how many hahaha's can I possibly fit into... HAHAHAHAHA!)
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Post by Ethan on Apr 8, 2007 17:37:09 GMT -5
*ignores*
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Post by Emily on Apr 9, 2007 8:20:14 GMT -5
Saw all of the lambs today - They are adorable! Perhaps it's childish to be so delighted by them, even though I see them every year. We get to feed one tonight - should prove to be interesting. It's really cold today, a bit overcast and stuff - Heh, just as I was getting used to the sun! Haha what an interesting post... Or not
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Post by Emily on Apr 9, 2007 15:27:08 GMT -5
Ok, my Grandma's been really ill for the past... week or so? Has had slight heart attacks and such, and her chest tightening etc. Has stayed in hospital for a couple of nights, and my Mum's just gone over to stay with her now.
She'll be fine. Everyone keeps on saying that but it's so obvious that everyone's really worried. The doctors are rubbish - they can't even say what's wrong, and keep on prescribing her the wrong medicine. She had a heart bypass like... a year ago so no one really knows what's wrong at the moment.
Not really in the mood for anything at the moment..
*sigh*
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Post by Emily on Apr 16, 2007 18:34:01 GMT -5
Eeeff... Shoot me now. I think my life may be over (well - slight exaggeration... perhaps? : Listening to the D.N.Angel theme tune... on repeat... -_-' Yes. that's right. Before - I was trailing through youtube and watching random rubbish - which I've actually never done before so I guess it's a first? Heh... Can't sleep whatsoever, and I have to be up in 7 hours... Ugh. Can't stop sketching - and it's taking me forever because I'm so very tired, but I really need to finish it. Can't stop yawning Can't stop telling myself to go to sleep. Should I go down and get a hot chocolate? This is a very important debate in life - I mean, my life could be over by tomorrow if I don't get this hot chocolate. OH WAIT! I could have a horlicks. Haha - which should make me go to sleep because I have convinced myself that this stuff is magic and really does aid sleep. I love the mind - it's so.... eeef nevermind. Talking absolute rubbish but who really cares? Back to school tomorrow... ugh. Cannot wait. (Please note sarcasm) But I'll only be away from home for a week and a half which isn't bad. Bye for now.......
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Post by Emily on Apr 26, 2007 14:13:57 GMT -5
Boarding actually sucks. I miss home for the first time ever, I guess it's because I've been away for so long.
Meh...
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Post by Emily on May 6, 2007 7:12:42 GMT -5
I've just realised all of the crap that I write here, which is so irrelevant. I don't keep a diary. All of my friends do - so does that make me weird? I don't feel the need to scribble down a jumble of notes into a fancy diary (even though I have god-knows-how-many in my room) which won't help me alleviate my stress because it's not talking to someone. Just bottling up even more feelings and insecurities.
I'm in love. So naive and so pathetic, but who cares? I can't even say why I like this person. He has nothing special about him, nothing particularly attractive, and nothing amazing about his personality. I just like him. And it's so childish, because everytime he talks to me, my heart skips a beat, and everytime I make him laugh, my tummy turns, and when I'm sitting next to him at the back of school with the rest of my friends, I feel suddenly elated, and will be in a ridiculously happy mood for the rest of the night, right up until the point I dream.
Right now, I'm waiting for someone to come online. Who I've missed. And it's a complicated relationship because again Ihave no proof to say why I want to talk to them. Whatever....
If I perhaps keep on smiling, then no one will see what beneath me? I just experimented with some eyeliner. Why am I even saying this? And why do I feel the need that it will make me 'prettier'?
I think this person might like someone else..... worse still, it's one of my best friends.
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Brokenhearts
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Post by Brokenhearts on May 6, 2007 11:47:40 GMT -5
i have.. nothing 2 say... tht really has 2 b a 1st i honestly wish i cud help, bt im the stupid type of person hu dusnt even realise she likes sum1 and if she realises it, she pushes it away until its totally gone yes i am a spaz- DNT U DARE TRY IT OR ILL HUNT U DOWN *glares* anyway- all i cn say is jst see hw it goes i mean, it cud b jst a crush thtll disappear very soon. in sayin tht it cud also b something more; in which case u shud see hw his signs read 2wards u and the othr person they mite or mite nt like. hey- lifes again, jst remember 2 play by UR rules and 4gt evry1 elses
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Post by Ethan on May 6, 2007 15:17:01 GMT -5
bt im the stupid type of person hu dusnt even realise she likes sum1 and if she realises it, she pushes it away until its totally gone yes i am a spaz- I just ignore it until/if I know the person feels the same
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Post by Ethan on May 8, 2007 10:43:33 GMT -5
Right now, I'm waiting for someone to come online. Who I've missed. And it's a complicated relationship because again Ihave no proof to say why I want to talk to them. Whatever.... I know who she's talking abooouuuut it's...(we have a complicated relationship, Em? Care to explain? and you don't need proof as to why you want to talk to me, I'm always more than happy to chat with my favourite girl named Emily (I know a few, so feel special )...this was the part you said that you were talking about me, right??lol)
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